My aspirations and goals with this blog

Hey big bloggers, i’m back.

OK, so in my last blog i told you guys next time i would let you know more about my aspirations and what i want to achieve with this blog.

And that’s exactly what i’m going to do.

So let’s begin with my aspirations.
Ever since a few years ago, I’ve wanted to be a neurologist, maybe even a psychologist. Something about how a brain works really caught my attention. Ever since then, wherever i met someone,  i would look at how they perceived things, how they thought things through, how they did things etc, rather than the usual appearance intake. I’m still very into neurology, but then comes in:

Writing.
Ever since i first started reading, I’ve wanted to write. I loved expressing my feelings through little stories and poems and loved writing things like articles and reviews. I’ve tried writing books (on wattpad) but as I’ve mentioned before, it’s not the same as writing a blog. As you can see, i am still VERY into writing but:

Acting.
Ever since the end of school (junior high) I’ve wanted to act. I loved drama and got really into art. I’ve tried (many times in fact) to get into things like musicals or shows but failed and sat flummoxed when  the idea to which i failed was simple. I can’t sing for toffee (and i love toffee), whereas i can act for a toffee factory.

The idea behind “Big blog”
Simple. I want to put my words out there. If by any chance someone in a similar face of life stumbles across my blog, i want to drag them into this. I want you, to be part of the “Big army”. I will keep sharing my experiences, but i want to hear yours as well. If you know what i’m going through is what you are as well, do something about it. Like, comment, share. Whatever. Anything you do means a lot.

In my next post, i’m going to share with you some of the experiences i can’t talk about with any body else. IF you can relate, tell me. We can’t start have an army without any soldiers, so join me in this battle against life.

OK, i’m sorry. Maybe i went to far with that last bit. I promise i won’t do it again.

Big blogger,
Blogging off (for her last minute revision).

Hello, world (even though I’ve already met you)!

So, i guess this is it. My first blog.

*sigh*

I realize, that millions of people everywhere have blogs. And that my blog is like a grain of sand on a beach. And that no one is going to read this.

But, I’ve got aspirations… dreams, if you must. Sometimes, i want to say something, but I’ve not got any one to say it to. Yes, i know what you’re thinking. That i’m some loner. No… that’s not it. I’ve got friends, lots of friends. But sometimes, the things i want to share are just things that they won’t be able to help with. I mean sure, they’ll listen. Sure, they’ll respond. But they won’t really take it in. They won’t understand. Sometimes you get feelings that you can’t even share with your best friends, and i think one of those feelings triggered my dream to be a writer. Why? Because writing let’s you escape. I’ve tried Wattpad, tried entering writing competitions. I’ve been happy when people read my book and gave me compliments. But something always felt… wrong. Something always felt fake.

I realized that blogging is different. You can put your thoughts and feelings out there, and even if no one will read them, they’re still out there.

So i started this… somewhere where i can express my self freely, where i don’t have to feel judged (though i probably will be judged)

And that’s it…for now. My next post will be little more about me, a little more relatable. A little more aout my aspirations, and what i want to achieve with this blog.

Thanks for reading, whoever you are. By the way, i will be using a screen name, so it’s be a little easier.

-Big blogger Bailey
Blogging off.